A long time from my last blog post...

and of course, we live in the lives where we are just being pummeled with work from school, In different levels of course. life is just a paradox that branches out in endless proportions. With lies and secrets, yet to cover up the truth and possibility of hurting others. Life is important, while the thing lives on (lies, rumor, truths, laws, ideals, etc.) with no need of a living being.

Day 1: NEW HOME

So today, i woke up from a dream, (within a dream), and it was about me writing a script for a new movie from the dream within the dream. X-men kinda thing, Huge base, with the protagonist, Cardmaster, and the Antagonist, mutant hunters. When i woke up, i started to draw, and write many down, many ideas and details about this dream. ok, BACK TO THE REAL WORLD, Breakfast: Oatmeal w/ raisins, waffles, and soymilk.
Then left best western, to go to get the keys for my new home, and unpacked alot of stuff :3
Picked a room with a Fancy closet, it has everything in here that i have avaliable (after i unpack my stuff), the bedroom is still empty however. I noticed that our town house is just 2 blocks away from everything XD.
Met our neighbors, went to their home, in fact. Learned that the high school is weird, (in a different and unique way) compared to Flower Mound, and I hope i'll like it here. Make more friends, and hopefully work for my dream, while maintaining my SAT score and School grades. :3 Oh yeah, the furniture isn't here yet D:

Day 2: already passed

Got to Riverside and went to rowland height and slept at Best Westerns. ($148 dang) also, ate dinner at a seafood restaurant (FINALLY SEA FOOD, been eating beef, for the last 3 days) Then went back to the hotel, check some things like email and facebook. Back to sleep, like a vacation to California.

Day 1: Driving to LA

Woke up today, on my little camp out.  X3 At 7:00, waking up after my sister woke up an angry parent. Oh well, I check my last belongings that I won't be bringing to my new home.

Threw all our stuff into the car, and off we go. Long 10 hour drive, and we arrived at El Paso, TX long drive but we had stuff that entertain us, including shouting at each other. Not that its a bad thing or anything X3, it keeps the driver awake anyway XD. As we pass through cities near the highway, WE FINALLY FOUND SOME GREEN ENERGY PRODUCERS :D

Other than that, sightviewing the plains, and mountains.

Meet up old friends at the Sunpark Mall, and then dinner with them at Texas Roadhouse with the Menu saying, "Dallas Filet, Ft. Worth Ribeye" Yeah very good place where i came from. There are sandstorms here. >:O

Moving day, even though I haven't moved from my house yet!

So today, I basically moved everything from my house, (furniture, boxes, beds, refrigerator, washer, and dryer), to the moving truck. $4080 O.O....... instead of the $2500 estimate =.="" Besides that, our house is basically empty :O (really sad) Asked a favor for a friend to do, and she came by to pick it up. (Favor: Delivery)
So the rest of the day, i played bulletstorm, and finally get to finish the game, while witnessing the game plot. WARNING!!! CONTAINS TOO MUCH GORE AND VIOLENCE. << Just to warn you X3
Lunch: Chipotle: Pulled pork burrito. <3 (ITS HUGE >:O)
Dinner: Buffet Palace (I was already full before dinner, because of chipotle's burrito)
Then, I have my sister fussing about itunes not working on the computer. Instead of fixing it, turn the computer around, and continue playing games X3. Yeah, nothing productive, just games the whole day.... Hey at least the game is finished.. I NEED TO START WORKING ON MY PROJECTS!!!!!!!!

Last Day before the moving company gets here.........

Last Day before the moving company gets here, and today, i wake up at 8 just to pick up my breakfast, XD, (just kidding), a friend came by to say goodbye before i go, and we had a 25min talk, and she gave me a Tiramisu cake (I presume) 

So the rest of the day, i packed up the rest of my clothes, and went out to each lunch, got some bubble milk tea from FAT STRAWS. :D Then got new shoes that would replace my polo, at Nordstorm Rack. Went my dad's friend to drop off unwanted stuff. Then to Allen Outlet to get a gift for my mother's co-worker, back home but couldn't invite a friend. (Well she couldn't come anyway XD) Then dinner at Boston Market. Then to a old childhood friend's house and say goodbye. (She keeps saying im so tall, yeah we are 1.5 heads apart...........) Then back home, with no Wii D: 

DAY IS OVER :D

So before iwent to sleep i pickmy nose, not knowing the severity, i hadacontinuous bleeding nose,gotmyself an ice cube and rushed myself to a nearby computerFan

2 DAYS LEFT!!! WOOOOOooooo X3

Another day in the boring adventures of boring summer days. Despite i had a great start dream 17 mins before i woke up to go tennis in the morning. Only to be an amateur, but that doesn't matter. After that, i basically just took a shower and continued packing and moving boxes from our house into our garage. Total there are 67 filled, taped boxes in the garage. And the furniture is not counted for. Moving will be excited, even though our rented house is not final yet. So i laid on the carpet with a pillow after moving work to the garage, and started to just listen to music and go take a nap. Lunch was just plain noodles, and then afternoon, made my sister create a song list for me, so i can get the songs onto her iphone so she won't annoy me during the ride to California. Then DDR (Dance Dance revolution on the IPAD for 2 hours).  After that, I downloaded the songs and tranfered 184 songs to my sister's iphone. (She kept complaining about the songs that she doesn't want) Other than that, the day was just fine, my mom's co-worker/friend came and invite us to dinner and i borrowed the little kid's DS to play my Pokemon Black game that i got from the emulator. Invited him to my house, and he played his DS, while i do my posting, maplestory, and Facebook :3

3 days left,.......

So yesterday night, my air conditioner wouldn't work upstairs(96F), so i had to sleep on the carpet of the living room floor, with some blankets of course. (Would've taken a picture) Then i had 3 dreams, only one survived through my chaotic subconscious. The dream started out with a huge meteor that was about to hit right next to me with my friends and some other people, all the sudden i started to dash forward, in front of the other group of people, created a green nuclear decimator/force field. I must have drain the people's lives nearby to create a force field, and i was already far enough from them to prevent them from being decimated from my decimator distance, while protecting them, with my force field that started out as my hand glows green. After the explosion, I'm knocked out, and woke up into a place where it was completely different. I receive a message, which my friends were held captives, but they gave me a message of what happened. (Maybe this was the future, and the other was a flashback) then I went find them, only to find myself, captured and thrown inside a suv, towed by the truck. Destination: the 20m river. Tearing the SUV apart, i find something hard enough to break open the front window, and before i break it, the river approaches, and my dream stops. (there is part of a dream in a picture below)

So the rest of the day, i sleep on the floor of my parents bedroom, with a comfortable pillow of course to make plans, for instance, drawing eyes, because drawing them small, is actually quite  difficult if you try to make it detailed, let alone with a mechanical pencil.

Then the night comes, after hours of downloading DDR S and DDR S+ to try to get songs on the ipad and the apple devices in the house. What not to do? And I have my sis obsessed to watch the next episode of City Hunter (K-Drama) She spends the whole day to just look at the status of the english subtitle that goes along in the site: viki.com 

Here is a picture of her: (I was waiting for her to get her attention, 6 mins after starring at her) =.=""

Btw, i blurred the face so no one can know her face >:O

Counting down: 4 days left

So today, as a starter, i woke up at 5:00, woken up by my parents, because my dad went to California for Rentals.So for the whole morning from 5:00 and on, I was using the computer, chatting with some friends, especially the ones around the world. Mostly, I found myself addicted and played the game, Bulletstorm. The game, extreme gore and violence, is actually fun and quite entertaining in humor as well. o.O After breakfast, I had to dispose of useless boxes that are scattered across the garage of the house. Using a dagger!!!(well knife) I stabbed and slashed my way through every single piece of cardboard i can find, and then stuff it into the plastic bag. After that, gaming :) Continuing on my game list of today, I played Maplestory, and Combat Arms, afternoon, just to see how one of my past online gaming has evolved into.

Another Day of Adventures, including Tokyo One

My day startedout with the morning packing up some stuff inthe laundry room, also i went to the chat room for the rest of the morning. Then I went to lunch and actually passed Greenhill school, o.O sadly imnot the person driving otherwise i would go sightseeing :p
after lunch, for dessert, a scope of mango sherbet and ascope of strawberry ice cream.

After that, we speed towards one of my mom's friends/co-worker's house and i started drawing wings and learned a little bit between bird wings, and angel wings. so black angel, it seems nice on the drawing I'm working on. :3

Vague Dream:

i was in the car playing a full orchestrial song, and at the end i cant ever remember it despite it being familiar, then i got dropped off to go to a dealer who was offering an upgrade of electronic for 3 bucks, even though every availiable space was booked, the owner told me to wait at the laundromat, and i respond saying im just dropping off a gift, after that, i left the building while thinking that i already knew that person from previous dreams, like really long time ago. Then the dream shifted to dynasty wars, which included me commanding a fleet of wooden ships filled with archersand warriors and some how the dream included myths and mixed in with the tree of life, after i commanded a cease fire when the opposing army was cut down to one tenth by my archers, i see the tree of life and i got kicked out the dream

Dream Post: June 30th, 2011

Dream, not in my control, that i remember was the chemistry classrooms, and how it relates magnesium, and dronium, there is no element called that, then i walked back to my own ap class, and we were watching night of the museum 2, amazingly the dream was very vivid, but kicked me out pretty fast.

June 29th, 2011 :P

Today i wokeup from my dream, about a recent visit back to FMHS, then i talked to my friends and they respond to me that someone will text me, and i get the text and remind me how things had went two weeks ago, the sunday how everything would just go wrong, then the rest of the message contains how one of  my friends have one of my cds, haha, and the dream ends and the rest of my day starts. Open the computer just to see ifone of my best friends were up, but turns out she never logged on today. While i stalk on fb chat, i did some SAT, then some app downloads for my idevice. Themost interesting part of myday, mochi-filled bread, great stuff, i learned how to make some, only to miss a few steps, and hard to start over once. But it was worth it and by the end of the day, tennis with my dad and yeah, ive been trying to improve my tennis skills lately XD

Packing up

I've started packing up some things, like all of my stuff, (ok, well not some of my things). However, I tried to scavenge anything valuable in memory or in value of my interest. Most of the stuff, I dumped were garbage like useless papers, however there were some things i would keep because they remind me what happened just over 6 months. One of items i found was this receipt: 
This receipt was one of the fun days that i spend with my friends at H-mart, even though I didn't pay for my friend's dinner, I contributed the money counting so we can have enough to go to KTV near H-mart. X3
hahaha, i miss those days. Continuing on with my packing, well i found 50% of my clothes to be either unwearable, too small, or just hit out of the park from my satisfied list. my bedroom became a clothes junkyard, after cleaning up. (No pictures, its a privacy issue >:)) Other than that, i stuck my earphones in my ear, and played, "Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandaron?" by tohoshinki for the whole day. Why? just to learn the lyrics by memory. I liked the song anyway, because it fit into my life, well some parts of it, only the depressing ones. :)

lucid dreaming

start out with a dream that i was with my friend, the we were at the bottom of the river, got out but had to save a friend who was running out of breath, then almost attempted CPR, while a person came and asked,'are you guys alright? I saw the car go down the river' and then i thought to carry  my friend instead of letting her walk.....NEXT DREAM...some place where i was planning to go perform a magic show, everyone i know was here, and there was also a sci fi stands everywhere, performed the easiest trick with birds, then left the show and passing by a friend who was at dream #1. Then when i went to the place where it looked like scifi-convention, or something, someone asked me to make an intense sci fi website, and that kicked me out of the dream

Its complicated to get facebook chat on txt, so i dont ever have to touch the computer, :) other than that, chat chat allday, perfect to bypass time. :)

Real racing 2 HD on the ipad :3
well for half of the day, then i had an episode of my dad yelling at me for the rest of the day XD "SAT, SAT, SAT!!" awesome-.-

Saddening stuff all day, even though i heard the periodic table song XD, 1790 on sat prac finally, but thats just prac -.-
man i need 2fill that quota of happy

Today it had been me having no life, well, doing nothing productive, like chatting, im'ing, and txting, also, i managed to make someone happy with crackprograms

DayWhatev, dreaming, reading and planning for the whole day. Had some breaks like playing infinity blade with infinite funds, looked at mirotic,&maybe dancing:P

Been listening to my mp3 player with 300 songs, only 5 are my songs, but im listening to each songdirectly, finding flaws, harmonies, and also memorizing lyrics

Spent all day today trying to finish the last of the oxford time travel series by connie willis, great novels, even though they were so complex it's labyrinth

That im hoping, besides now i got my crush over, i can go to california with no problems, get some new friends to be in a new music group,there goes my new plan

Cant seem to remember all of my dreams, but the last dream before i woke up, i was able to rmr that i was playing a guitar that had a good chord that i needed

Trying to play howls moving castle on the second floor with a keyboard, at 94 degrees, didnt know, and had soaked my shirt with sweat for about 20 mins. -.-

Been having problems with heat regulation in my body, possible heat related illness, been sweating more often, especially after a bath, or doing something

Its always fun to make someone happy, it makes great memories. Even though, i am the culprit that makes people distrust me.

So today, i got sidetracked from prep, and spend my whole day playing zenonia 3 and romance of the three kingdoms, great strategy game and really complex.

Today, has been a normal day, SAT, but included video games, like 007, freaking addicting, and Zenonia series, also addicting rpg. Other than that, boring day

SAT PREP, all day today, so tired, ive been trying hard to perfect the math section, yes to get a 800, and the others? Failing at it, other than that music <3

Howl's Moving Castle

Well, even though I never actually watch the movie myself, the Theme is very beautiful. The song just makes me want to play it on my own keyboard. Even though I have no piano experience, besides just basic movements like doing the major scales. I'm going to try playing the song, despite the difficulty on the music sheet. (7 pages long for the piano solo. o.O) Oh well, a great challenge. I probably have to postpone some music making time. Motivation is hard to get these days, especially when you are aging faster than you want to.

The only reason we get wiser as we get old, is because we noticed that we need efficient ways to make our life easier. :)

Day2,

 just relaxing, dreaming about moving to cali, meeting new friendsto recruit, and make a new music group.Also, today, i feelbetter getting over what happen

Book IDEA!!! A girl that had been bullying a boy ever since pre-k, starts to like a boy, idk about the name but the story should be funny

Times are tough, and keep on trucking..

Life sucks doesn't it? We always have something just bothers us through every day of the year. It hits really hard for those we are weak and the disadvantage especially the homeless. Imagine how we can be like them in just one step, one move, one choice. Its not hard to get to the bottom. It's only hard when you are climbing the mountain. Well, the mountain of hope.

So my day today, went well, awesome, seems like a normal day, like a Sunday, when most people go to church. While I, on the other hand, finally went to church today. (Last time I went to one was like, uh.. 2-3 years ago?) Seems alright, more like I'm enjoying my company, rather than enjoying the service. After a few hours, praying and all that stuff. I noticed that it's alright to believe in god, (well i do believe in god, so don't have any thoughts), but it's bizarre how the religion still ties with the daily life. Religion is a great motivator, like god, but religion itself is just a belief that changed the way we look at god.... And I say religion is ridiculous, it sucks, and I hate it. (lol, counteract that statement with: The person hating something is stupid.). Believe in god, good, you know that someone is watching out for you and you can ask for help. However, I don't trust religion with their religious  wars in history. History always repeats itself.......................