Dream Post: June 30th, 2011

Dream, not in my control, that i remember was the chemistry classrooms, and how it relates magnesium, and dronium, there is no element called that, then i walked back to my own ap class, and we were watching night of the museum 2, amazingly the dream was very vivid, but kicked me out pretty fast.

June 29th, 2011 :P

Today i wokeup from my dream, about a recent visit back to FMHS, then i talked to my friends and they respond to me that someone will text me, and i get the text and remind me how things had went two weeks ago, the sunday how everything would just go wrong, then the rest of the message contains how one of  my friends have one of my cds, haha, and the dream ends and the rest of my day starts. Open the computer just to see ifone of my best friends were up, but turns out she never logged on today. While i stalk on fb chat, i did some SAT, then some app downloads for my idevice. Themost interesting part of myday, mochi-filled bread, great stuff, i learned how to make some, only to miss a few steps, and hard to start over once. But it was worth it and by the end of the day, tennis with my dad and yeah, ive been trying to improve my tennis skills lately XD

Packing up

I've started packing up some things, like all of my stuff, (ok, well not some of my things). However, I tried to scavenge anything valuable in memory or in value of my interest. Most of the stuff, I dumped were garbage like useless papers, however there were some things i would keep because they remind me what happened just over 6 months. One of items i found was this receipt: 
This receipt was one of the fun days that i spend with my friends at H-mart, even though I didn't pay for my friend's dinner, I contributed the money counting so we can have enough to go to KTV near H-mart. X3
hahaha, i miss those days. Continuing on with my packing, well i found 50% of my clothes to be either unwearable, too small, or just hit out of the park from my satisfied list. my bedroom became a clothes junkyard, after cleaning up. (No pictures, its a privacy issue >:)) Other than that, i stuck my earphones in my ear, and played, "Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandaron?" by tohoshinki for the whole day. Why? just to learn the lyrics by memory. I liked the song anyway, because it fit into my life, well some parts of it, only the depressing ones. :)

lucid dreaming

start out with a dream that i was with my friend, the we were at the bottom of the river, got out but had to save a friend who was running out of breath, then almost attempted CPR, while a person came and asked,'are you guys alright? I saw the car go down the river' and then i thought to carry  my friend instead of letting her walk.....NEXT DREAM...some place where i was planning to go perform a magic show, everyone i know was here, and there was also a sci fi stands everywhere, performed the easiest trick with birds, then left the show and passing by a friend who was at dream #1. Then when i went to the place where it looked like scifi-convention, or something, someone asked me to make an intense sci fi website, and that kicked me out of the dream

Its complicated to get facebook chat on txt, so i dont ever have to touch the computer, :) other than that, chat chat allday, perfect to bypass time. :)

Real racing 2 HD on the ipad :3
well for half of the day, then i had an episode of my dad yelling at me for the rest of the day XD "SAT, SAT, SAT!!" awesome-.-

Saddening stuff all day, even though i heard the periodic table song XD, 1790 on sat prac finally, but thats just prac -.-
man i need 2fill that quota of happy

Today it had been me having no life, well, doing nothing productive, like chatting, im'ing, and txting, also, i managed to make someone happy with crackprograms

DayWhatev, dreaming, reading and planning for the whole day. Had some breaks like playing infinity blade with infinite funds, looked at mirotic,&maybe dancing:P

Been listening to my mp3 player with 300 songs, only 5 are my songs, but im listening to each songdirectly, finding flaws, harmonies, and also memorizing lyrics

Spent all day today trying to finish the last of the oxford time travel series by connie willis, great novels, even though they were so complex it's labyrinth

That im hoping, besides now i got my crush over, i can go to california with no problems, get some new friends to be in a new music group,there goes my new plan

Cant seem to remember all of my dreams, but the last dream before i woke up, i was able to rmr that i was playing a guitar that had a good chord that i needed

Trying to play howls moving castle on the second floor with a keyboard, at 94 degrees, didnt know, and had soaked my shirt with sweat for about 20 mins. -.-

Been having problems with heat regulation in my body, possible heat related illness, been sweating more often, especially after a bath, or doing something

Its always fun to make someone happy, it makes great memories. Even though, i am the culprit that makes people distrust me.

So today, i got sidetracked from prep, and spend my whole day playing zenonia 3 and romance of the three kingdoms, great strategy game and really complex.

Today, has been a normal day, SAT, but included video games, like 007, freaking addicting, and Zenonia series, also addicting rpg. Other than that, boring day

SAT PREP, all day today, so tired, ive been trying hard to perfect the math section, yes to get a 800, and the others? Failing at it, other than that music <3

Howl's Moving Castle

Well, even though I never actually watch the movie myself, the Theme is very beautiful. The song just makes me want to play it on my own keyboard. Even though I have no piano experience, besides just basic movements like doing the major scales. I'm going to try playing the song, despite the difficulty on the music sheet. (7 pages long for the piano solo. o.O) Oh well, a great challenge. I probably have to postpone some music making time. Motivation is hard to get these days, especially when you are aging faster than you want to.

The only reason we get wiser as we get old, is because we noticed that we need efficient ways to make our life easier. :)

Day2,

 just relaxing, dreaming about moving to cali, meeting new friendsto recruit, and make a new music group.Also, today, i feelbetter getting over what happen

Book IDEA!!! A girl that had been bullying a boy ever since pre-k, starts to like a boy, idk about the name but the story should be funny

Times are tough, and keep on trucking..

Life sucks doesn't it? We always have something just bothers us through every day of the year. It hits really hard for those we are weak and the disadvantage especially the homeless. Imagine how we can be like them in just one step, one move, one choice. Its not hard to get to the bottom. It's only hard when you are climbing the mountain. Well, the mountain of hope.

So my day today, went well, awesome, seems like a normal day, like a Sunday, when most people go to church. While I, on the other hand, finally went to church today. (Last time I went to one was like, uh.. 2-3 years ago?) Seems alright, more like I'm enjoying my company, rather than enjoying the service. After a few hours, praying and all that stuff. I noticed that it's alright to believe in god, (well i do believe in god, so don't have any thoughts), but it's bizarre how the religion still ties with the daily life. Religion is a great motivator, like god, but religion itself is just a belief that changed the way we look at god.... And I say religion is ridiculous, it sucks, and I hate it. (lol, counteract that statement with: The person hating something is stupid.). Believe in god, good, you know that someone is watching out for you and you can ask for help. However, I don't trust religion with their religious  wars in history. History always repeats itself.......................